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why do we weepbut nothing compares
to seeing your face after
a long depression
(you're so beautiful
and i am so fucking sick
why are we here, hun?)
ramblings that mean nothingIt's all the pretty ones who think they're ugly and all the plastic ones and bashed-in faces that think they're beautiful. I, myself, am neither- I'm just a shadow, lurking beyond reach and hiding from the nonsense around me. I'm normal, which makes me a freak. I'm what everyone expects me to be. I'm not angry, I'm just outcasted- but who gives a fuck, anyway? My estranged state of mind is a healthy one, and I'm just overreacting.
i'm not a death show vacationchoked out smiles
and bloodshot eyes
convincing you to go my way
one inch of skin at a time
i may not be the best listener
but a punishment goes a long way
and my ticking mind will certainly
accept the pain this time
and he wonders why i cry for yougod knows i'm being used
and i'm losing myself but
through it all i'm here just
for you and all you wanna do
is fuck me over and tell me
that someone else is worth more.
forced to rememberdon't bother counting the times
we've broken our promises to ourselves
no- not this time- we won't-.
but we can't go without each other's touch
or at least i can't, and you're
all too fucking willing.
no reflection for fucks sakeis this constricting attitude
killing you like it is me?
i don't know which me that's dead,
my good half or bad half-
curse of the fucking gemini, you could say-
or would it be curse of fucking the gemini?
i'm not a death show host like
i want you to believe and hey,
if you've seen the other half of me,
please tell me where they are,
or maybe deliver a message.
Crown of ThornsShe wakes up with red staining her pillow
and the taste of blood like iron in her mouth
It stains her teeth and leaks from her lips, and as she
rinses her mouth out, she can’t help thinking that
it’s better than dirt and ashes
it feels like she’s wearing a noose
of broken promises and shattered glass
that tightens around her throat with every day that passes
She nails a smile to her face
and doesn't let herself think the word dying
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